
SHIJUAN(:
12th FEB 91
NP-rians
title: tml night i will be going to airport. excited? no exactly. misses? yupp,totally. i didnt expect i will be such a kid, to keep crying when the thought of me, walking pass tat security. im scare, worried &&many other mixed feelings, that when they are all mixed together, i donno what im feeling the most. like what B said, i have to be strong, make use of this time to grow up, be independent. even if i cry, im still going, its a choice i made on my own, without anyone forcing me to. &&&its a good learning experience for me. 5months it not that long, esp IF...*secret*!!!! *winks at B* :D i have to grow up &be strong! crying will only make me feel weak. (though im still cryin as i type) blogger is blocked in china. just in case i cant access to blogger, here's e link. http://www.wretch.cc/blog/sliver91 till then, byebye!!! (: |