im extremely not happy today!!!i think is serious mood-swings.is not something new so..yupp.having emaths&Chinese tomolo.hope its manageable.im in a dilemma now.i donno if i shld wear the black short on "b urself day" on friday.its quite short n i usual need a period of time to adapt to short pants or skirts.like the FBT shorts.when i 1st bought FBT,i don dare to wear.i think it reveal a lot of my legg and i don think my leg is nice.in fact,itis NOT nice.it needs A LOT of toning&tanning.im jus not satisfied.n why cant i jus forget something easily??im like so unforgiven.cant seem to forgive&forget something/someone easily.its a bad habit!!!i must change!!n i also must change my thinking.i shld not always care of wat other people WILL/MIGHT says.if i overcome this,i will dare to wear more variety of clothes.

ok..thats only part of wat i wanna grumble about.some parts r too VULGAR to b said.so those had been CENSORED.however,as time pass,n im still pissed abt that stuff, i will blow everything OUT!!!

so..stay tuned to piggy's "DAILY" readouts..

bitch..if ur gonna not do anythin,den fine!!!u will b spoilin her.tat will b ur own problem not MINE!!!pls la..she is already the youngest in the family n everybody giv in to her.so cant she jus learn the BASIC manner n giv in to grandmother??im jus angry that u don scold her for THAT event n she always acts to b "the angel" in front of u.sometimes,i really hope u see her true self.she is a bitch when ur not at home.like as if u "talk" to her will solve the problem.pls la.though this is the 21th century,but i still believes&advice u to let the CANE talk to her.im tired.n i don bother anymore.this jus makes me feel pissed!!!i think she will become an AH LIAN/TAMMY/MINAH if u don teach her MANNERS!!!n i HATE&don like LIANS/TAMMY/MINAH((shit colour for them)) for ur info.

i donno wat my heart really thinks now.am i angry,jealous or jus plain "think too much"??i donno.i hope somebody can giv me an answer TOO.however i think that "IT" is jus so ACT.i don like people who r SHOW-OFFs.i mean like,to tell u the truth,nobody actually wants to hear ur wat u hav to say.even if we listen,we r jus "1 ear in-1 ear out".or mayb the words jus went OVER my head or even blown away by the wind n i cant hear it.n seriously,u R a SHOW-OFF!!!i hope u know im tokin abt YOU!!!

went to west coast park,mac,with qide on saturday.had "hotcakes" for breakfast.clever of me to change the drinks to HOT milo.cuz it rain like 15mins aft we bought our food.while we r enjoyin our breakfast,saw jason&jia sheng.they claim there were only 2 of them.but later,we saw qiu mei&prisillia too.double date??haha.no la.they were here to hav their english private tutor.so we ALWAYS being the KIND SOUL,we helped them to look out for seats as we r inside n they r at the outside.n they help us to book the seats beside them,as jasmine&nessya r comin aft their lesson in school.they went to buy food n i bought mochacino at mac-cafe..n this 2 guys,they saw while walkin to mac,was in mac too.haha.i wanted to see how they look like,so when jasmine tell me they r behind us,im like.."huh??who??"..n i turn back,"wooo..."..haha..i gt shocked.cuz i turned back n he was also lookin here.den our eyes meet.den i immediately turn back.den i giv qide a funny face.haha.ok.i admit tat he is GOOD-LOOKIN!!n qide told me tat he was already blahblahblah..but don wanna b so "buai ba",i chose not to believe it.=)).we talk abt stuff tat happen on friday.jasmine was real angry.we walk to her house n deicided to go town.took 143.it was rainin.luckily i brought sweater.fall asleep while on the bus.i was woken up by this guy who sit beside me.bought our usual ice-cream at taka,rum&raisin n lemon flavour.i LOVE LEMON flavour.its so refreshing!!!as we walk ard,i notice that more n more chi-nas r startin to roam ard town n dressin with the trend.ok.**"no comments"**.haha.jus don wanna say anything.yupp.hav lots of fun lookin at ppl,their dressin n blahblah.times flies when we r havin fun.saw my primary school teacher,"chao lao shi"..chatted with her.wasnt feeling real well.stomach feels weird.i think the mochacino is not HOT at all.n tat should b the reason to my stomach upset.went to watch fireworks.it was dam nice.real colourful!!!LOVE it!!!

tuition today.emaths was boring.i almost fall asleep.so cram la.i don like it.tomolo slackest day of the week other than friday.prelims r startin this thursday!!!arh!!!goin to mugg now..

i gt back mother tongue o'levels result yesterday.n guess wat.i gt an A2!!!so happy!!!rather surprised.didnt reali study that hard.but im happy n contented to gt an A2.i called my mum n i cried while telling her.made her proud!!!my friends were shocked tat i cried.=P.the 1st distinction on my report slip when i receive it next year.woooo!!!this reali motivates me to study harder n acheives more As!!!

anyway.i had this revision plan.i had to complete sumthin everyday.n hopefully i can follow n will b sleepin at 12-1 every night.=((.so tired!!!haha..gtg..byebye!!!