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title: im officially flying off on the 8th. come and send me off hor!!! will update my flight timing again. :D thanks B! for helping me get de "fu". i feel like saying,"awwww~" just now, but you sure giv me the -.- face. sounds dumb, but i like that -.- face of urs. cute lor!!! &&&you look superb CUTE!!! when i shake ur head&ur neck seems like breaking. love you! <3 |
title: 500th post! not gonna be an emo post. monday,nothing much. gym-ed. omg... e guy trainer wanna kill me. 1shot do 50times of everything. plus e rest,he gave, is less den 1min each lah! my legs went jelly after doing all the leg weights. then,it was hand weights. &den poison ball+sit-ups. surprisingly, no muscle aches till now. only tired of eating, when i only have dinner as my 1st meal. what's wrong with my appetite!?! |
title: feel like crap every morning i wake up,now. not knowing what to do, no mood to do anything, don't feel like staying at home. but when im out, im also lost. go where,do what, seems like a very difficult qns for me now. read this blog, i wonder how would the person feel, after he had went to heaven, &left his love on earth. its been 3yrs. but the feelings still the same. i would teared when i read the post. its the last week i will be in spore. no idea good or not. plans were made, but mood not there. 早上起来，就马上想回去睡。 根本就不知道起身的原因了。 早餐，午餐都没吃。 晚餐有时候也没吃。 多么希望，人不需要靠食物来维持生命， 就因为我连三餐想吃什么都不想想了。 以前会觉得，“放假多好”。 可是现在，只希望我有会令我有兴趣的事情做。 要不然，我迟早会发疯。 我不出门，你说我没帮你做家务。 我煮午餐或晚餐，你说我把你的厨房弄得很油。 我早回家，你问我为什么这么早会来。 你到底要我这么做？ 有时候，还真的想快一点飞去中国。 说好听的，我就可以快一点回来。 难听一点，这里，好像也没什么东西或人物会舍不得我走了。 大家都各忙各的， 只有我在这里游手好闲。 咳！又过了那么一个下午。 |
title: “It’s amazing, some people, they just say these small little things, one sentence and it changes the way you feel about them in an instant. Small little words that can hurt you so much or make you fall deeply in love forever. It changes everything, nothing between you is ever really the same again, even if they don’t know it” just wordpress-ed (asked link from me personally) &tumblr-ed (http://justrandomtots.tumblr.com/). |
title: sometimes i really wonder, who am i to you. "action speaks louder than words" i definitely can see the change in you. but after thinking through what UJ told me, i really felt lost again. i noe i should trust, even B1 says so. king ask me to follow my heart, but i really donno where is my heart now. did i left it somewhere? or isit with someone else? can someone tell me the answer? |
title: manage to sleep last night. didnt took panadol, think cried+headache+1hr of cardio makes me fall asleep, without me realising it. pathetic or wat? house no panadol or painkiller. only have kids panadol. didnt went to collect my visa with friends, gonna book air tickets today. if we cant get the tickets on 4th or 5th, den we will get someday earlier. see how things goes. no plans for today, how great. gym liao lor. 1meal a day, really lose weight!! :D |
title: when darkness turns to light, it end tonight,it ends tonight. so over it... |
title: im at the airport now! not to fly to china, but to fetch the overseas yoyo players. slacking at tcc now. i like this ambiance, this song, this lighting, &&definitely this cup of nougat milkshake. this kind of life is LOVE!!! but i noe, i wont be having this kind of life for 5months. but i believe, ((it may sounds like a lie to myself)) it will be over soon. &&&  after all the long chats&talks w UJ, i think i've decided on some stuff. i hope it benefits everybody. &i believe it will. cause this is something you have been wishing for also. :) |
title: leaving on the 4th/5th april. &coming back on the 27th august. coming back later den e 1st expected date. how am i feeling now? a word: confused. many things happened. time passed so fast, i couldnt,or rather dont want,to think about it. people changed. the earth is round&spinning. today,you can be on top of the world. but after 24hrs,you will be upside-down. maybe im just not used to the changed in them. am glad to hear friends doing well, coping well with attachments,school,work. just wanna rant abit. i dont really know if i want YOU to be there on that day. just that,you are taking things for granted. even till now,im still carrying the hope. to be exact,i feel very dumb. maybe i remember how this friendship grows, &YOU meant something in my heart. no idea if you will read this, but,YOU r still one of e millions, i have cried in front of YOU. :) i will learnt to be more independent&mature during this 5months. not bringing any worries or hopes over, so that i wouldnt be disappointed or sad when im back. :) |
title: awake for more den 30hrs! sacrifices my sleep, just to watch drama ¬ to be late. went china embassy to make the visa. done! collecting it on friday. so,during this few days, i will book my flight, pack my stuff, &&probably have some dinner with my dears&darlings. past weeks,many things happen at home. now,im just worried for my mum. just hope that everything will be fine. :) |
title: i found this... 43 things a girl wishes their boyfriend knew. #1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away. #2 When she misses you, she’s hurting inside. #3 When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers. #4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her. #5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her. #6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go. #7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her. #8 When she ignores you, give her your attention. #9 When she pulls away, pull her back. #10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful. #11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don’t say a word. #12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind. #13 When she’s scared, protect her. #14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her. #15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night. #16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh. #17 When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay. #18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth. #19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand. #20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers. #21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh. #22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold. #23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does. #24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything. #25 Don’t let her have the last word. #26 Don’t call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better. #27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you. #28 Argue that she is the best girl ever. #29 When she’s mad, hug her tight and don’t let go. #30 When she says she’s OK, don’t believe it, talk to her about it, because 10 yrs later she’ll still remember it. #31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her. #32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up. #33 Treat her like she’s all that matters to you. #34 Don’t ignore her when she’s out with you and your friends. #35 Stay up all night with her when she’s sick. #36 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid. #37 Let her into your world. #38 Let her wear your clothes. #39 When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her #40 Let her know she’s important. #41 Kiss her in the pouring rain. #42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; “Who’s ass am I kicking today baby?” #43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you’d read it too girls,true right? :D |
title: happy times always pass very fast. as usual, B got 1st in wcc!!! not showing off,cause this is wat he must get. congrats,B!! :D but he is still down with a fever. omg... 3days liao leh.. suppose to be long weekends for him, end up, fever for whole 3days. take care arh,B. but im his little nurse for this 3days. not a very experienced one,though. :) just hope that he gets well asap, before Asia Pacific(ap). cause he have been pending for this very long. all the number1 are coming over. took some photos with fion. will update when i get them from her. :D |
title: i find this photos very funny!!! 
it all happen after this photo. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 
<3333 |
title:  arggg!!! whipped cream damage-d. gonna get it tml morning &continue making truffles. i think it will only be done by sunday, as it needs several hours or 1day to b firm. shall let ur try next week or sunday. should have cocoa powder ones, icing powder ones, &almond nut ones. unless i manage to get hazelnut tml. oh no!!! result in less den 6hrs time. i HOPE everything will turn out fine. but on a brighter note, YESH!!! less den 10hrs, B is gonna book out!!! :DDD |
title: saw this on the net.. i think is cute.  how true is this? |
title: had a sudden urge to learn photography. but,DSLR are expensive. plus,i just want to play with it. just wants to go round spore to take photos &post it online. how?! i wanna go zoo, sentosa, marine barrage, cycling, &&movie marathon!!! howhow?! so many place, so little time. howhowhow?! |
title: just finish IT fair. 1st IT fair for 2010. new friendship made. gossips shared. money earned. :)) tumbler-ed. justrandomtots.tumblr.com im happy when im with you. :D |
title: omg!!!! found this....    wonder who's the partner in crime? . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .  HAHAHAHAHA!!! miss those days though. update more pictures tml night. :) |
title:  i cried again. this is the 748305820times im crying, as e thought of me going china soon. whywhywhy??? :(( |
title: working for it fair, selling samsung cameras. yesh! can camwhore!! :DD anyway.. just wondering... im not expecting anything before i leave&when im back from attachment, is it that, i lose hope in stuff already, become optimistic about stuff, or rather im afraid i will get hurt&disappointment? whatever itis, i just wanna enjoy my times now. cause im going to suffer for 5months!!! BOOOOOsss!!! :DDDDD |
title: departure date been postponed. at the moment,is 1st april. will update once i know it. 1st week of holiday,nothing but AWESOME! went to pat-tor with B on monday, manage to budget our dinner to just $10@Prata house!! short walk to WCP. we camwhore abit... *awwww~* impromptu steamboat with classmates&B, @amk! &&arcade,as our after meal activity. 100tickets for 4"mad-throwing-ball-game", instead of exchangin it for just 3things, we exchange for a packet of tibits &&&48sweets!! kapo extras for sure!!! kbox with steph&B @jurong safra for 8bucks ONLY! cheap or wat?! kbox with classmates @amk,yes amk&kbox AGAIN! i really enjoyed my times with classmates&B. to classmates; sometimes we quarrel,dou zui,or even criticize, but aft awhile, we are back to the happy kids like we always are. i enjoy having the HTHT((Heart-To-Heart-Talk))with you guys, it made me learn to minimize my mistakes&flaws, &maximize my good points. i might throw tantrum or even attitude ur at times, sorry,but i really really dont mean it. thanks for listening to my rants,complains&rubbish, thanks for the advices ur gave me, &&thanks for the jokes&effort ur put in to make me smile again. ur made me see the true meaning of TRUE FRIENDS, who r there for u when u need them. THANK YOU!! love you guys&friends forever!! <3 to B; *in e letter!!* :DD |