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title: new year eve!! hmm.today is the last day of year2007.i can say its not a smooth sailing year for me.met alot of problems,like relationship,friends&school work.but as i grow up,e way i solve problems change.to the good or bad,i shall leave it to u ppl to judge.ok.startin of this yr i hav o'levels,i-dont-care-wat-u-do boyfriend,a group of friends,&too many other problems.at the end of 2007,i hav completed my o'levels,gt to know mr.Z,many groups of friends((though i still loves "the gang")),&much much lesser problems. this yr hav really been an interestin year for me.firstly,i hav new chemistry teacher,mrs tan.she a nice&caring teacher.though can b quite fierce at times.den i drop chem due to lack of confident in chem since sec3.den broke up with i-don-care-wat-u-do boyfriend,as he 2time me AGAIN!gt to noe his new gf.become friends.gt back MT o's results.A2.not bad.but can obtain A1.den have prelims.gt back prelim results.sucks.o'levels.scary.den holidays!noe mr.Z.went hongkong((22th-26thnov)).chat&meet-ups with mr.Z quite alot.work at mum's office((13th-15thdec)).church camp((17th-20th dec)).christmas countdown at town((24th-25thdec)).genting trip((25th-27thdec))with "the gang".gathering((28thdec))with angela,emily,stephanie&yile,primary gang,at town.catch up alot!"found" mr.Z((29thdec)).continue workin at mum's office((31thdec)). 2008 comin,&i will b getting back my o's results in less den 1month.around 21 more days,i think?n hopefully its not bad.i don expect a GOOD.but a GOOD JOB.its different though.i don expect much,but a happy,lots of laughter,lots of love,happiness&joy,memorable&enjoyable 2008 ahead! now to my new year resolutions.. 1))SLIM DOWN&b pretty+cute!!! ((LOL!!!sounds so impossible!!!)) 2))drink alot of water everyday! 3))be happy&loved everyday! 4))solve rubik's cube in 1min((or even shorter time)) 5))study harder 6))earn more money 7))gt that keyboard/piano soon! 8))buy nintendo DS Lite((pink/white?)) 9))gt watever i want easily with my own money! 10))go overseas again! ok.i think its quite difficult.hahaha.but i don care!ok.gt to go. byebye!! |
title: merry christmas!! its 1st day of christmas!!&im leaving for genting in 3hours time!!wee~.2nd time goin overseas with friends.1st time was to beijing.now to genting.haha.alot difference la.beijing is take aeroplane but genting take coach.no matter wat,its gonna be fun!cuz im goin with FUN PEOPLE like jasmine,qide,carina,may,shinyi&algin.will b back on the 27th,night.don miss me hoh!=)) christmas eve was superb!went to imm,cafe cartel eat.i didnt eat cuz was rather late le.the cake was yummy!its mango cake from Fourleaves.i simply LOVE IT!.den mrt-ed down to town.was not as packed as last yr.but still fun after all.have lots of laughters la!hav to cab-ed home as there's no 143.so took cab with howfong.driver speed all the way.cool man!cab fare was only 9.50each.rather cheap lo.met mr.Z at bus-stop.gt chocolates.haha!.so sweet of him arh to pass me chocolates like at 2am?haha.thanks! lastly,i jus wanna say,im glad&blessed to hav so many friends who loves&care for me! LOVE YOU PEOPLE! *pss.hope u don mind abt the previous post.i think im jus crazy when im bloggin it.=X* |
title: chill! ok.i admit im abit rude in my previous post.i apologize,sorry.but i cant believe tat we r friends for so many years&u would rather blog it den to tell me face-to-face.&i don gt it why u say those things when u,urself hav also planned things before.i tot u will understand the feeling&procedures when things cant b comfirmed&we hav to wait&wait.&i tot u will put urself into my shoes.but,from ur post,i think u didnt.fine.take it its my fault this time.my fault for the lousy planning.my fault for not telling ur things.my fault for everything.im not angry but jus disappointed tat ur don understand.nvm.it might b mis-communication or communication breakdown.hope we still can b friends after this thing. |
title: pls la! if u really think its so easy to plan an overseas trip,den why don u plan it in the first place?go call the tour agency&book a bus which is cheap&good la.go find ur parents to go with ur la.it was suppose to b at nov,den ur complain tat parents don allow ur to go cuz MY PARENTS cant go.so.isit my PARENTS FAULT tat they cant go?pls la.its seems like as if my parents r so free tat they can take leave every other days they want.PLEASE LO!ur r jus making use of my parents so that ur parents allow ur to go genting.wat if ur gt hurt or injured or even worst,lost there?den.whose fault?my parents le.n hoh.i can don even tell ur abt this trip thing.but i ask my parents if can ask ur along.n they agree.n UR DON EVEN GIVE A DAMN SHIT ABT APPRECIATIN THE EFFORT,TIME&TEARS tat i gav for this trip.i was still worryin abt this during church camp&even cried.do ur noe?NO! i msged ur to gt ur particulars,n ur still TAKE UR TIME to give me.n when i told ur about the genting trip,it was almost 10ppl say they can go.but now?6?n ur still took ur time to comfirm with me if ur can even go or not.wat last min parents say cant go cuz of this&that.heyy,its not as if i tell ur we're goin genting last min.we even planned it BEFORE OUR PRELIMS le.n ur CLAIMED tat parents COMFIRM allow ur to go.ask ur to pass me the money,ur drag&drag.till now,left1 day,i still haven gt the money yet.do u think u can go overseas without payin the full sum of money?NOT EVEN IN UR DREAMS LA! ok forget it.if tats really wat u or ur thinks,den i've state wat i thinks too.happy or not,accept it or not,i don really care.if ur thinks tat im havin the easy job&ur the difficult job,den fine!YAHYAH,ITS MY FAULT! HAPPY? |
title: hello,people!! im back from youth camp!its real fun!i really enjoyed myself. at first,was like thinkin,"ok lo.since pay money le,den jus go lo.".but when i reached e campsite((which is RJC)),i felt excited about it.&i donno why. ~first day~ ok.so we put bags in room((7th storey!!!)).had cheers practice.den some ice breaker games.played captain's "papaya".gt it?not ball but papaya.&we played it in a field without shoes,bare-footed on the muddy field.1st time lo!!haha!!den had the human bowling.its siock!poison ball&volley ball with garbage bags.it really build up our team spirits.sermons for the 4days r by pastor matt fielder.its interesting&funny!&the message,he sends,its real direct to me.btw,im in BROWN TRIBE! ~second day~ 2nd day's games were tiring!but fun lo.run up&down of RJC.&hoh,RJV not small le.its real big la.u imagine 600+people running ard jus a PaRT of RJC lo.the school is super duper BIG!orh.i fall down.think its either trip over a person's legg or the steps.tats not important cuz im suppose to take care of myself.but now,blue-black&extremely pain!!!didnt sleep well. ~third day~ 3rd day is the war games.its rough,fierce&exciteing!!.but theres still causualties lo.nvm~ ~last day~ today is the last day.clean up&help out at logistic.den had cheer competition.did my best!&my tribe won 1ST!so happy!ok.didnt sleep well.so feeling tired&sleepy now. shall go now. good night! |
title: GREAT WEEK! this week was an interesting&fun week. ~MONDAY~ went to "look" for job in IMM.cant find any.but saw many nice shoes at MONDO.not a famous brand.but the shoes r nice.walk ard.went to jasmine's house in the afternoon.had kuay tiao as dinner.talktalktalk. ~TUESDAY~ went to mummy's office to work.jus hav to key-in informations.rather simple.it was rainin&office was like freezing cold.wear jacket also no use.start work at 9.at 10+,im already sleepy.but aft lunch,i wasnt that sleepy,felt alot better.at 6,finish work,so,START PACKING!gt a lift from uncle "teacher" to jurong.so brought some neccesartities. ~WEDNESDAY~ mum's office again.COLD LA!!rain..rain..&more RAIN.ok.den work.after work met mr.Z at cityhall.while waitin,i saw this guy who lives near my area.&his the guy who my LITTLE sister say "aaa..he keep lookin at me la..",the previous time when he was sittin opposite me&sis.hahaha! walked to marina square for billy bombers!
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title: ARRRGGGG!!!!! im pissed&stressed out! for goodness sake la..im 16..not 3..don stressed or bug me for QUIET TIME or go CHURCH on saturdays!im not free!don ask me to tell my boss that i cant go work on wednesdays&Saturdays!pls la.use ur common sense pls.but i coubt u hav any.ppl employed part-timers of cuz wants the PT to work on weekends la.if only work on weekdays,full-timers for wat?since Prayer Meetings r not COMPULSORY,den tat means its ALRIGHT tat we don go for it wat.so don make it seems like its a MUST to go.i don like to do things that r being FORCED by people.i don like people to TEACH&FORCE me to do THINGS!wats my BRAIN for?im not ur PUPPET!don always thinks tat ur RIGHT!ur NOT!don always thinks tat ur can compromise ur time for church on sats n i must do that too.NO!im not u people!im ME!SHIJUAN!NOT YOU!get it people? ur might think im childish or rebelious or wat-so-ever.n i don really think i care a single bit.its jus tat i didnt say it out.n now i cant tolerate anymore.i don hav much patience.i really must say i did enjoyed the times i had with u guys at 1st.but as time passed,i find that i gets more stressed up on saturdays&every other days.im stressed to see ur calls when i cant go church or im late.&im also stressed to see ur calls or msg-es when i didnt sent ur my QT.i jus don like to do QT.its like readin the same thing over&over again.other christians friends of mine,don need to read bible everyday or do QT. so lastly,let me ask u these qns.. do u want me to go to church happily or boringly? &do u want me to go church willingly or being force? .............. |
title: jus pretend that im dead! stupid la..not feeling well today still gt this kind of shit early in the mornin.stomachache since last night till now.since everythin is already planned long ago den why ask me if i can go or not?like for wat?!seriously..i jus feel like scoldin all the vulgarities out.but i cant,cuz SOMEONE might b readin the blog.den HE will come n nag.watever!i jus don seem to hav privacy anymore!&i simply hate it!i need freedom&privacy ppl!jus leave me alone!i don want to go mean i don want to go!its not like i've nevr been to genting before.i've been there for like zillion times la.i can even close my eyes n walk ard la.ass.i jus cant stand some ppl.they think they r always right,good&caring.but pls la.i don like u ppl!cant u see i've always been advoidin u ppl?though its not obvious but..jus put urself into my shoes la!forget it man!im not 3 or 6yrs,im already 16!goin on to 17.can u see?soon,u will hav to borrow my fingers to count my age,ppl!i cant wait to gt a job n work from monday to sunday,all the way.so i don hav to see u ppl&all the shit! PRIVACY&FREEDOM PLS! |