
SHIJUAN(:
12th FEB 91
NP-rians
title: leaving on the 4th/5th april. &coming back on the 27th august. coming back later den e 1st expected date. how am i feeling now? a word: confused. many things happened. time passed so fast, i couldnt,or rather dont want,to think about it. people changed. the earth is round&spinning. today,you can be on top of the world. but after 24hrs,you will be upside-down. maybe im just not used to the changed in them. am glad to hear friends doing well, coping well with attachments,school,work. just wanna rant abit. i dont really know if i want YOU to be there on that day. just that,you are taking things for granted. even till now,im still carrying the hope. to be exact,i feel very dumb. maybe i remember how this friendship grows, &YOU meant something in my heart. no idea if you will read this, but,YOU r still one of e millions, i have cried in front of YOU. :) i will learnt to be more independent&mature during this 5months. not bringing any worries or hopes over, so that i wouldnt be disappointed or sad when im back. :) |