
SHIJUAN(:
12th FEB 91
NP-rians
title: feel like crap every morning i wake up,now. not knowing what to do, no mood to do anything, don't feel like staying at home. but when im out, im also lost. go where,do what, seems like a very difficult qns for me now. read this blog, i wonder how would the person feel, after he had went to heaven, &left his love on earth. its been 3yrs. but the feelings still the same. i would teared when i read the post. its the last week i will be in spore. no idea good or not. plans were made, but mood not there. 早上起来,就马上想回去睡。 根本就不知道起身的原因了。 早餐,午餐都没吃。 晚餐有时候也没吃。 多么希望,人不需要靠食物来维持生命, 就因为我连三餐想吃什么都不想想了。 以前会觉得,“放假多好”。 可是现在,只希望我有会令我有兴趣的事情做。 要不然,我迟早会发疯。 我不出门,你说我没帮你做家务。 我煮午餐或晚餐,你说我把你的厨房弄得很油。 我早回家,你问我为什么这么早会来。 你到底要我这么做? 有时候,还真的想快一点飞去中国。 说好听的,我就可以快一点回来。 难听一点,这里,好像也没什么东西或人物会舍不得我走了。 大家都各忙各的, 只有我在这里游手好闲。 咳!又过了那么一个下午。 |