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title:
date: Wednesday, June 25, 2008
time:9:28 PM

hmmm.....

many things happen during this few days.many things r running through my mind too.both positive stuff&negative stuff.more to negative though.i have friends who r willing to listen to me rattling to my rubbish&nonsense.but sometimes i don even noe how to start telling my friends.cuz i noe itis the same few stuff.the only place i can go to is my blog.

how pathetic!

to my sisters,

i might look like i don hav problems except "that" problem.but im not.i do hav my own family problems.only tat i donno how to tell ppl.my problems r not like "havin not understanding parents" or "too much stress from them".my problems r those tat cant b solved.its already there since i started my secondary school.mayb even earlier.

somehow sometimes,i rather my parents divorce.don say im bad or wat,but at least they divorce,my mum&us wont hav so much trouble.

it might seems to ur tat im very lucky tat my dad is able to send me ard.but,so wat?like tat,any taxi driver can b my dad.being a good dad is not jus abt sendin ur kidds to school&fetching them back.

its more den tat.

i really wanna tok to someone abt wats goin on.

but,even if i hav the opportunity,i wont grab hold of it.

im afraid of the effect after telling ppl.

i don want ppl to look at me using the sympathy eyes.

i don want ppl to pity me.

cuz i don need them.

i always hang out with friends cuz i don like to go

out with my dad.

most of the time,it will turn out to b lousy,really.

ok.

i donno wats wrong with me.

i donno why i said so much.

it's definitely not the end of story.

but,somehow suddenly i don see a point in typin out anymore.

it wont solve the problem.

i wont gt any advice&support from anyone.

&i don think anybody will b interested in reading such a long post.

cuz everybody r jus too busy&happy with their own life.

ok.

i shall shut up&get on with life.

:))