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title:
date: Monday, June 30, 2008
time:11:13 PM
monday blues~
maths was alright.
only that,
its freaking cold!
*we noe we paid for school fees*

eMaterials as usual,
sleeping time!
*i drool-ed*
=X

had to attend a short briefing on elective modules.
&&&..
SIAO CHA BOR came!!!
accompanied me to the briefing.
:))

den off to queensway!!
photos!!!

*therethere!!!SIAO CHA BOR((in grey))*

*chio right?*

waited for dumbdumb at subway.
ate&&&
i love the cookies!!!
siao cha bor was off to meet lihao.
home-d.
=DD
title:
date: Sunday, June 29, 2008
time:11:22 PM
fruitful week!
saturday!

woke up early to get ready to go for ndp trainin.
packed everythin except FAN.
-_-"

reached floating platform
&guess wat we saw.

the costumes!!
ARGG!!!

ok lah.at least im not the only one who is wearin it.
=X


gt changed&everythin training as usual starts.
ndp event-coordinator r really smart.
they feed us with kfc dinner
den made us walk in&out for the finale.
there goes my dinner.

-_-"

walked to suntec to find the yoyo-ers.
so sweet of cheng to giv me sweets as his 爱的表示.

hahahahaha!!!
*thanks a million!!i will eat the sweets with LOVE too!!!*
=DD

today!
met IS group mates to do IAC.
arranged everythin.
sounds complete.
but haven really start doin.

chiong home as mum cooked spagetti
&worst part,
she took a pic of the food
&send mms to me to tempt me.

-_-"

kept pesterin mum to go out.
so met auntie at vivo.
helped auntie to search for the right outfit for her daughter((which is my cousin))'s wedding.

im also huntin for dresses.
i have 2weddings to attend to within july to september.
:))

den met mengyu&alex at JP.
slack&chill at mCafe.
&of cuz,
photos!!

*mengyu!!*

*the "shy" dumbdumb*

*somewhere over the rainbow..*

*me&mengyu*

*HAHAHA!!GOTCHA!UR TOO SLOW!*

*OOPS!**the people!!*

*im a happyhappy girl this week!*

:))
title:
date: Wednesday, June 25, 2008
time:9:28 PM
hmmm.....
many things happen during this few days.many things r running through my mind too.both positive stuff&negative stuff.more to negative though.i have friends who r willing to listen to me rattling to my rubbish&nonsense.but sometimes i don even noe how to start telling my friends.cuz i noe itis the same few stuff.the only place i can go to is my blog.

how pathetic!

to my sisters,
i might look like i don hav problems except "that" problem.but im not.i do hav my own family problems.only tat i donno how to tell ppl.my problems r not like "havin not understanding parents" or "too much stress from them".my problems r those tat cant b solved.its already there since i started my secondary school.mayb even earlier.

somehow sometimes,i rather my parents divorce.don say im bad or wat,but at least they divorce,my mum&us wont hav so much trouble.

it might seems to ur tat im very lucky tat my dad is able to send me ard.but,so wat?like tat,any taxi driver can b my dad.being a good dad is not jus abt sendin ur kidds to school&fetching them back.

its more den tat.

i really wanna tok to someone abt wats goin on.
but,even if i hav the opportunity,i wont grab hold of it.

im afraid of the effect after telling ppl.
i don want ppl to look at me using the sympathy eyes.
i don want ppl to pity me.
cuz i don need them.

i always hang out with friends cuz i don like to go
out with my dad.
most of the time,it will turn out to b lousy,really.

ok.
i donno wats wrong with me.
i donno why i said so much.
it's definitely not the end of story.
but,somehow suddenly i don see a point in typin out anymore.

it wont solve the problem.
i wont gt any advice&support from anyone.
&i don think anybody will b interested in reading such a long post.
cuz everybody r jus too busy&happy with their own life.

ok.
i shall shut up&get on with life.
:))
title:
date: Sunday, June 22, 2008
time:10:19 PM
JASMINE,YOU "GOOD"!
wah liao!!
was tagged to do this quiz.
ok lor.

*see!!!i giv u face le.*
:))

Rules & Regulations of this quiz:

a) people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

b) tag 6 people to do this quiz & thos who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.Continue this game by sending it to other people
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

If your lover betrayed you, what would be your reaction?
angry&disappointed.but i will think&ask for the reason 1st before i make my final decision on anythin.

If you had 3 wishes, what will that be?
1st..stay happy&smiley
2nd..himhimhim
3rd..gt watever i want&wish for lor.((greedy lar i noe))

To be a singer or an actor/actress?
singer.cuz singin is a talent not by looks&this as career will last longer.

Are you afraid of what lies ahead of you?
hmm.ok la.kind of.
but no point being scare mar.
jus hope it would b good lor.
:))

Would you change yourself for the person you love?
if i noe he wants me to change for my good,i will.
but of cuz not for the bad la.
*obvious,right?*

Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved.
but,if everybody choose to be loved,
den who will b the one loving them,right?
so,it depends lor.
=))

How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
good question.
no exact answers.
i think the answer is in the heart la.

If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
jus b friends lor.
i don like&don want to b the 3rd party.

Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?
hmmm.not being able to do all the things i wanted during my holidays.
though i really had LOTS of FUN!!
hahahahaha!!!

Do you get butterflies in your stomach whenever you're around the guy/girl you like?
hmmm.yah lar.
den will keep smiling lor.
mayb even blush.
*oops*

Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
ar bo then.
i human le.

Who are currently the most important people to you?
dumbdumb,mum&sisters,SISTERs,BFFs lor.

Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't?
if i noe its not realistic&it will nevr happen,i wont even think abt it.
so...
not really lah.
*but it happen in my dreams sometimes*

Do you like studying?
only love studyin subjects tat im good in.

Are you happy with your life?
yupp.
must b contented with wat i have now.
im learnin not to take things for granted.
:))

Would you give all in a relationship?
yupp.
will work hard to b a good gf.
=DD

If you fall in love with 2 persons simultaneously, who would you pick?the lousiest one?OR the better one?
wah liao ehh!
better one la.
if I THINK he is lousy,
WHY WOULD I LOVE HIM??
*rolling my eyes*

fill in the blank.
__________ makes people in relationship difficult to handle but it also makes it beautiful.
huggs&kisses.
*muacksmuacks*
:))
Do you often wish there was something you could change?
AR-BO-THEN!!

What do you notice when you first meet a guy/girl?
the 1st expression he gav when he sees me.
=DD

people who i taggin to do the quiz.
1..aunty xinyi
2..B1
3..dumbdumb
4..izyan
5..salina
6..sean

pai seh to those people i tagged.
not my fault.
jus play the game lor.
:))
title:
date: Friday, June 20, 2008
time:11:21 PM
thursday
kbox-ed with B1,aunty xinyi&dumbdumb.
nothin but...
fun,laughter&&&...
FUN!!

go kbox with them is really different from my usual gang.
we sang oldies&hokkien songs!
so cool right??
=DD

me&aunty xinyi sang from 7pm to 3am.
while B1&dumbdumb sang from 9plus to 3am.
we all dam high!!

WOOO~

after kbox-ed,

daddy came to fetch us home.

we didnt noe where to go
&cant buy drinks anymore.
so...
aunty xinyi,B1&dumbdumb came over to my place.
we talk,crap,GOSSIP,blog hop..
&eventually,
CHAT LOG!


aunty xinyi,being aunty,slept 1st.
next,dumbdumb cant take it,so he went home.
aunty xinyi woke up.
chatchatchat.
den B1 fall asleep.
after tryin real hard to stay awake,
i fall asleep.
aunty xinyi&B1 went home at ard 7am.
&sleep.

:))
*i have lots of fun,people!!
&&&
i cant wait for the next outing!!*
*smiling from ear-to-ear*
=DD
title:
date:
time:11:21 PM
appreciation dinner...
for the helpers during SYYC.
went since im invited,free&no dinner at home.

*OOPS*

met at newton mrt&walked to newton hawker centre.
they ordered alot of food.

*10mins after we reached...*

*im hungry!!let me eat or else.....*

*look at the super happy marcus.=DD*

*im super happy..im bored..im cute!:))*

*emo-ing time*

*we r full&happy!*

*we r here!!!*

*10min before we left...*

after dinner,
as usual,
YOYO!
:))
title:
date: Wednesday, June 18, 2008
time:11:52 PM
to dumbdumb!

true friends do care abt u.cuz u meant somethin to them.understand?so don do those stuff tat will hurt urself la.ok??
:))

&ur post for yesterday is really very funny!i keep laughin when i saw the pics,seriously.though i admit,i hate the pic,with todd one.((rolling my eyes)).

&i think the part u gav comments abt my post,i think its interesting.cuz it really tells me how ppl will think&feel after readin my post.at least i noe im not the only who thinks tat way.

however,dumbdumb arh,tats like such a long post before liao.can u take some post like nearer to 2008 de mar?i don really want to hav anythin gt to do with him anymore lor.

&tat pic really make me feel very pai seh.cuz i feel like a fool to even went into a relationship with him.
&i look Fugly there.
ARGG!!
very stupid&dumb!!!


but i like the one with u.cuz i cute mar!
hahahahaha!!!
anyway,don b surprise to read or see any photos abt u in any post,in e future,in my blog.
muahahaha!!*

:))
title:
date:
time:3:55 PM
girl's outing!!
finally both xinyi&yanling r free to meet up.
:))


tuesday

xinyi accompany to job trainin.
she sat there for hrs with me.


thanks babe!!


bus-ed to cityhall&shuttle bus-ed to suntec.


on the shuttle bus..reachin convention centre..
me: aaa..alight liao right??
xinyi: huh??no..
me: den??not here meh??den where??
xinyi: why all my friends like tat de?lileen is like tat.u also like tat.so no sense of direction.


aiyah.i donno mar.
:((


arcade-d with aunty xinyi!
wah!!
new game!!
fun!!
*hehehehe*


den B1 came.
NEOPRINTs!!
new machine at suntec!
NICE!!

*aunty xinyi&me*
 *me,B1&aunty xinyi*
 *kleaven's "zhao pai dong zhuo"*
 *3chio bu-s!!*
*arent we SWEET??*
*wah liao.i look like a cat here*


some photo collage i did today.
:))

*the babes!*

*me&dumbdumb*

*dumbdumb,u sayin this 2 rght?*

:))

home-sweet-home!
:))
title:
date: Wednesday, June 11, 2008
time:11:59 PM
outing!!!
wooo~~

went dumbdumb,xinyi&kleaven,teresa&lihao,JJ&sean.
met them at vivo&tram-ed there.

no sun.
:((

but..
I HAD LOTS OF FUN!!!

played some games with xinyi,JJ&sean.
dam dam funny!!
soak in e water the longest.
*brrr...cold*

not much pictures.

i wanna go sentosa with you AGAIN!!

*muacksmuacks*
cant stop smiling.
:))
title:
date: Tuesday, June 10, 2008
time:11:48 PM
countin the oscillation of the fan..
it was a fast holiday.
lots of fun!
&joke of the whole trip is..
jasper's "JOKE".

on the 2nd night,kent&may KO quite early.so leaving me,jasmine&jasper.so this is the whole convert.
jasper: im hungry
me: aaa..since we so bored,lets go walk walk la.den shun bian can go eat.
jasper: later kfc close liao.
me: not so early de.tat time me&qide went at 3am le.still open lor.
jasper: mayb they closes at 3.01am.
jasmine: jasper,i think u on the fan till very high speed.((sense the sacastic-ness??))
jasper: no arh.its only 2.
me: no lor.haven even 1plus lor.
jasper: is i on one le.i think i donno meh.u think u go count the oscillation of the fan meh?
me: huh?now i reading my watch le.its only 1.15am lor.
jasmine: aaa..wait!!!ur both tokin abt the different thing le.jasper is tokin abt the fan&shijuan is tokin abt the time now.
me: jasper,jasmine very sacastic say abt the fan cuz she sayin ur joke very COLD.&u really tot she sayin the fan speed arh?HAHAHAHA!

super funny la!!!
cant stop laughin!!

ok.pictures.
:))

*we reached genting!*
 *my dinner on the 1st day!*
*me,jasmine&may*
 *us..again*
 *banana pie.so-so only lar*
*smiles!!*
*its the 2nd day!!*
 *me&BFF!!*
*me&bff's breakfast*
 *the medicine tat brighten up jasper's day*
*this pic look so overseas.*
 *merry-go-round*
*they r both tryin to call me.cuz they miss me*
 *the babes..hahaha!!*
*the hunks..((eeyyerr!!))*
*r we in london?*
 *our dinner at kenny roger!!*
*&finally,the stuff i bought!!!*
BYEBYE!!!:))
title:
date: Sunday, June 8, 2008
time:1:55 AM
im goin to genting AGAIN!

with jasmine,may,jasper&kent.
i haven pack my luggage yet.
&i almost forgot abt my passport.
im SO PREPARED for the trip.
fun trip,weather,food&shopping!!
=DD

im excited!!

ndp training in the morning.
at bedok camp today.
had free KFC meal.
but,its not nice.
=X

YEAH!
we r goin to the floating platform next week!
its like finally!!
&next week's training is only 10am to 12pm!!

WOOO~
tat means i can go to sean's concert&yoyo!
YESH!!!
killing 2birds with 1 stone!!

muahahahaha!!

went for yoyo jus now.
ghost stories all the way.
woooooo~
*scaryscary*
ok.
will heed those advice be it i believe or not.

happyhappyhappy!!
im a very happy girl today!
:))
title:
date: Thursday, June 5, 2008
time:10:37 PM
stay at home the whole day.
doin nothin but waste my time.
decided to take down my post.

as,like you say,posting it doesnt change a thing.
&i don want people to think im such a daughter.

:))

ok.didnt study much for Ematerials.
hopefully the result is ok.
title:
date: Monday, June 2, 2008
time:8:13 PM
saturday
wasnt late for ndp trainin.&itis fun!
went to yoyo shop den train-ed down to plazaSing.

met cedric.
was suppose to study.end up crapping&eating.i like the burger!best burger i ever ate.
hahaha!
so kua zhang!

walked back to heeren&met-up with my sisters&yoyo-ers.
last show&..
MAKAN TIME!
didnt eat,as i was so full~.

&homed.

*xinyi AUNTY&me*

sunday
slack at home till 3plus den i gt my ass off the chair&to get ready to go to heeren.
met xinyi at jurong&we train-ed down to town.

help out with xinyi's project abit.
den camwhore.
*i look drunk*
*siao cha bor&me*
*special hor?my idea le!!*
*see!!really siao cha bor lor!!*

*aunty liao stil want wear teens cap&act cool.EEYER!!*

*chio hor?((the right hand side one))*

*=DD*

*HELLLLOOO!!!*

&walked ard.

i like the final performance whereby the B-boys&yoyo guys performed together.
its nice.

dinner-ed at long john.
fattening le!!

neoprint with dumbdumb.

*dumbdumb wear specs looks so professional.:))*

*shuai..shuAI..SHUAI!!!*

*"tired le!!i do so many shows liao"*

*SUPER CUTE!!*

&home-sweet-home.

im a happyhappy girl!
:))