this my 2nd post of the day.i saw emily's blog.i felt very touched!!i may b strong from the outside,but actually,i reali feel like cryin out LOUD!!but,the moment when i think that nobody will knows why am i crying so hard n who am i crying for,THEN i feel that itis not worth it.but at times when sweet n happy memories jus came sweepin by my mind,i wil only know for sure that i will lost him forever as a lover.my heart did respond but not to the extend that the whole world stop.but to the extend that i noe that it wants n feels like crying.my perserverance stop it.i haven shed a single tear till now.n im quite proud of myself.it might sounds stupid,but i believe that itis seriously not a easy thing to do.especially for an emotional person like me who cant hide her feelings.but after goin through this,i hav gain 2 new friend.though we cant b lovers,we stil can b friends.n i would rather choose friends n not lover as FRIENDS R FOR LIFE!!another friend that i hav jus "met" is HER.she's a nice girl.but the way we gt to know each other its rather weird.haha.however i thinks that we click reali fast&well.n thats a good start:))

i might hav lost touch with u guys or seldom contact u guys,but i still misses every single one of u out there!!!i didnt forget any 1 of u,its jus that this is rather a busy year for me.yupp.n i believe itis also busy yr for many of u too!!im happy to know that ur still cares abt me n often came to my blog to read abt my daily boring post.haha.to my bestest buddies: i miss the times we had in primary school,FISH&CO. n sentosa!!!n i jus wanna say something that really comes from the bottom of my heart..which is...I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!I MISS YOU GUYS!!!TAKE CARE!!UR WILL ALWAYS BE MY FRIENDS FOR LIFE!!!n i promise u will....((:

feel so happy now!!!:))