
SHIJUAN(:
12th FEB 91
NP-rians
title: happy:))
im feeling happy today.i finally found out the truth.so that i wont keep thinkin n guessin the qns.haha."passerby" u reali lighten my burden.haha.ok.n i went back to school today.was on MC yesterday.rest for a day n im refresh for the war that is comin up!!miss liang((my bio teacher)) told me that she hav seen improvement in me!!!yeah!!!but she hope to see MORE improvement!!YES,miss liang.i will not disappoint u.:)) *to a guy who is not worth my time* anyway,i shall say this stuff out.i reali tot u stil love me like u used to before.but im wrong.TOTALLY WRONG.i didnt expect me to b the BIGGEST fool in the entire universe.to be fooled for so long n didnt even realise till now.i did suspect sumthin was wrong.but didnt expect it would hav happen so long ago.u reali cheats my feelings.i spend my whole day at stef's bf's house learnin to make a perfect birthday cake for u.thats the 1st time i made a cake.not for my mum or dad.but for u.i seriously don think u worth my time.i hav wasted 1yr with u.n i wont b so stupid anymore.i hav finally see ur true-self.but in fact,i would rather u tell me the truth straight into my face den to cheat behind my back.i would rather b heartbroken n cry for days den to b treated like a fool.n now,i donno if im heartbroken or jus PLAIN disappointed.i don hav the ans to my qns.n it will nevr hav an answer.i know u didnt feel touched when i gav u the cake nor remember the times we had in GENTING.i also don wanna rmb.its already not the 1st time u cheated behind my back.its the 2nd time.n i shld hav know that A LEOPARD DON CHANGE ITS SPOTS.u r the LEOPARD.n i don like leopard.i simply hate them cuz of u.now i realise,u r old therefore u wanna play with girls feeling while u still can.but im still young.i can gain experience from this relationship.thanks for teachin me a valuable lesson that i might not b able to learn in school.which is to NOT believe or trust someone so easily n to always beware of ppl who had do sumthin to hurt u once.u might think that i will or might cry for u.but.haha.NO.i didnt even shed a tear for u since we were together.not that im heartless.but sumthin inside me tells me that i wil b a loser n useless person if i cry for u.n as im always a stubborn person.i chose not to cry for u.i jus know that my life still goes on with u.n i believe that i would LIVE BETTER WITHOUT YOU BY MY SIDE.though its hard to walk away,but i will still walk away without dropping any tears behind as i noe u r not worth my tears.i believe that i am able to find a guy who is much much more better than u.n with that,i can prove it to u that im a girl who don need ur love n still able to my life to the fullest!!!u shld feel like a loser now.n u shld noe u r already a SORE loser!!! *the end* haha.done.didnt noe i will crap so much.quite cool.ok.gtg.gt to study for physics tomorrow.i wanna hear my teachers praisin me again!!!=)) byebye:)) |