i notice something.my so-called "friend" wins me in EVERTHING!!!WTH.im not goin to lose to YOU!!!at least i still wins u in my studies at the moment.im gonna study my ass off n win u!!!im goin all out to GET YOU DOWN!!!DON TRY TO RUN as u CANT!!!so..DON TRY!!!SO WHAT if im fat??jealous??at least i gt the brain.though im not that pretty,at least i gt the BRAIN!!!i think ur jus a BIMBO??mayb not.cuz u don reali have the BOOBS!haha.jealous??TOO BAD!!!go gt ur "BOOBS" then!!!

OMG!!!so packed!!!n i wont continue..cuz.its all PRELIMS DATES!!!arh!!!exams!!im studyin this time,cuz i wanna win my "friend"!!!to prove to YOU that im not a loser!!!as im already not!!!even if i am a loser,then u r a BORN LOSER!!!which make u.."ONCE A LOSER,ALWAYS A LOSER!!!GOT IT?!?!at least i can change into a winner,but u CANT!!!

it has been rainin for like past few days.so nice.its so windy n it seriously made me hav good mood.sumthing rather "unnecessary" happened.n i donno how to handle it.so i will jus hack care n go with the flow.if it reali needs me to come out n talk,i wil.

anyway,i went to read xiaxue's blog.haha.i keep laughin at the part where she critize celeste chen n xubin.ok.i shld do my part n comment abt xubin.ok.firstly,i think xubin gt the looks.he is those guys who attracts girls attention.i admit if i walk on town n he walk pass me,i will definitely look at him.but if i noe he is from campus superstar,i might not even LOOK at him.his singin sucks.i seriously cant stand it.yupp,i can don listen to him sing.but,too bad i don want.i wanna watch other ppl sing la.n if u cant sing,for goodness sake,don join sum singin competition n make a fool out of urself!!u reali cant sing n i wonder how u gt into the top 20 for guys.i look forward to ur 1st singing round.but im shocked!!!u r so totally out of tune,out of tempo,no FEEL AT ALL!!!ok.u might think who am i to "lecture" him.but,i hav music backgrounds.i noe the basic music tempo n blahblah.i think xubin,u shld really go n find a good music teachers.n don sing other's singer song.cuz u r spoilin their music.=)

ok.done.haha.wah,thats alot to comment.haha.anyway,there's this veri FUN maze.go this webb..http://www.winterrowd.com/maze/..aft playin the maze comment at the tagboard on which level u've reached.=))

HEYY!!!

went to botanic garden!!!took alot of stupid pictures with my sisters.haha.ok.goin to upload some photos.hope its nice.:)).

this my 2nd post of the day.i saw emily's blog.i felt very touched!!i may b strong from the outside,but actually,i reali feel like cryin out LOUD!!but,the moment when i think that nobody will knows why am i crying so hard n who am i crying for,THEN i feel that itis not worth it.but at times when sweet n happy memories jus came sweepin by my mind,i wil only know for sure that i will lost him forever as a lover.my heart did respond but not to the extend that the whole world stop.but to the extend that i noe that it wants n feels like crying.my perserverance stop it.i haven shed a single tear till now.n im quite proud of myself.it might sounds stupid,but i believe that itis seriously not a easy thing to do.especially for an emotional person like me who cant hide her feelings.but after goin through this,i hav gain 2 new friend.though we cant b lovers,we stil can b friends.n i would rather choose friends n not lover as FRIENDS R FOR LIFE!!another friend that i hav jus "met" is HER.she's a nice girl.but the way we gt to know each other its rather weird.haha.however i thinks that we click reali fast&well.n thats a good start:))

i might hav lost touch with u guys or seldom contact u guys,but i still misses every single one of u out there!!!i didnt forget any 1 of u,its jus that this is rather a busy year for me.yupp.n i believe itis also busy yr for many of u too!!im happy to know that ur still cares abt me n often came to my blog to read abt my daily boring post.haha.to my bestest buddies: i miss the times we had in primary school,FISH&CO. n sentosa!!!n i jus wanna say something that really comes from the bottom of my heart..which is...I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!I MISS YOU GUYS!!!TAKE CARE!!UR WILL ALWAYS BE MY FRIENDS FOR LIFE!!!n i promise u will....((:

feel so happy now!!!:))

was abit drowsy in school today.i donno why.haha.didnt take running nose medicine in the mornin,so i shldnt feel drowsy.haha.don bother.anyway,jasmine told me that SHE ask me to tell her wat i don like abt her n not give her attitude.

OH PLEASE!!!do u think im so free to even bother abt u??u r jus a small little tiny winy..PEANUT..nono..too big..erm..tiny winy DOT which don even exists in my head or anywhere.so u think i will even bother to giv u attitude??haha.OF CUZ NOT!!i hav better things to do.n even though i don reali like u at times,im STILL not the only 1 givin u attitude problems.many other people hav shown attitude problem to u n don tell me u didnt realise that?!OMG!!i seriously thinks that u r pickin on me!!forget it.ur jus a NOBODY!n let me tell u this..nobody in the school likes u.if u still don knows that,i think its time u know.even teachers don reali like u.so don think u suck up to them n they will like u.n everybody in ur class ANTI u.so please..find someone who is a better choice for u to pick on n not me!!im not those who wil tolerate ur nonsense.n not that u donno me,when i fight back,u will cry even more than u cry now!!BITCH!!!n i hav seriously done my part in writin on that piece of paper.make sure u read carefully n do the changes u hav to or rather u NEED to before comin to "bark" at me the next time.cuz i don understand wat u r "barking" about.*im not a bitch like u r*

haha.thats seriously how i treats bitch that i don like.or rather everybody don likes her.n i donno what makes her TRY to thinks that im the weakest person to attack upon.n she is 1o1% WRONG!!!im not those person who allows other people to climb over my head n still pretends nothin happen.so.TOO BAD!!!n the KEYWORD is "DON EVER TRY TO THINKS SO".haha.