omg!!!im dam dam sad la!!!took height&weight yesterday..n i gain 3kg???wat the hell!!!seriously..i feel veri veri sad la..i see my friends all slimmin down..n im here..gainin weight??arh!!!im desperate to slim down!!!i viewed my friend((........))..she is like dam slim now la..she use to b ard my weight&size..but now..she is like..SO SO SLIM!!!i feel so lousy lo..suddenly feel so inferior when im standin beside them..so like crying..i had nevr felt so depress&lousy before..n especially for the cause of weight gain..why??why??why??i think im gonna waste my next month allowance on slimmin drinks+food!!!goin to ask my aunty+cousin n watever..erm..mayb i can go n join HOT YOGA at "fitness planet" at vivo rite??but..how much??arh!!!goin crazy soon!!!n im lack of sleep recently!!!keep dozzin off in class..arh!!!i desperately wants to slim down n my beauty sleepss!!!