SHIJUAN(:
12th FEB 91
NP-rians
title: hello:)) i will always come n blog whenever im feelin dam down..this few days i've been thinkin alot..i think i have no point hangin on for any longer..my feeling for him is still there..but..his feelings for me..might hav already fade veri long time ago le..i donno why..but as i type..my tears flows down my cheeks..so gently tat i didnt even notice..i don want to b a cry baby..i don want to live for him..its jus too stupid n foolish of me to do such a thing on my important year..o'levels..im aimin high for it..not lettin anybody to stop me..i will go all my way out to gt wat i want..i will sacrifices anythin to achieve my results..as i don want to regret next time..my certificates will follow me through my whole life n through thicks n thins..but..will u follow me..stay with me..till the end??no i doubt so..especially YOU..i will nevr dare to think of even imagine tat YOU will do tat..other ppl..maybe..but..definitely not you.. time hav pass..everything is improvin..ppl r therefore changin..so..feeling also change..i don blame u if u r sick n tired of being with me..as i believe tat itis a natural cycle tat everybody will face eventually..even married couples gets tired of each other if they spend jus 6-8hours each day together..i will let u go if u want n allow me to..i wont stop u if u wanna go..i will give u my blessin for ur future n everything.. im jus a selfish person.. :)) |